November 2011
1 post
Hold me clothes and don’t let go the feeling of security is what you could bring to me loving me so close me feeling like you’ll never let go the love that burns inside you I will feel everytime my body touches yours I simmer with love but also fear the love of you will not be lust but more of trust I’ll give you my heart my mind and my body but promise you’ll never let go...
October 2011
3 posts
Pain hurt what’s makes them so different
From. A place that once shined so bright laughter so high smiles so pure but things have changed from the place I once loved they say good things don’t last forever but why is it so I wonder is it because we forget about the little things and envy much more why can’t we have the place I loved before today so sad and cold makes you feel as a volcano ready to explode the darkness on a...
Mind is num so num all I feel is my heart beating this feeling I’m feeling is unexpected it comes and it goes like a sea shell on the shore be washed away by wave pulling it close the moon lights beaming on the sand as my tears beam to my pillow I hug so dear imperfection what a silly fear jealous so ugly gives you nightmares emotions I’m feeled with ohh if the cup just tipped over and...
August 2011
9 posts
Have too much pride to beg mama raised me well so I thank God for her I love that women more than words can describe but I knew this day would come so maybe that’s why the tears come and go it hurts the most looking at my niece and wondering what she’ll think my mama loved thar child so much God why why why is all I want to know but I know there was a purpose I just have to wait but I...
Pretty as a picture is the type of girl I want to be sometimes I do things that aren’t me bite my tongue when it’s really trying to break free listen to people who don’t see me maybe that is my insecurity it’s about the way I feel in heels with the prettiest girls or is it apart of my insecurities it’s a game the way I see why do I keep up with such material things...
I don’t like your touch can’t stand your look it’s mean to say but I really don’t see you that way the attraction isn’t there so this will go no where please excuse my French but boy I can’t take this shit just leave me alone and quit trying to my me yo chick sorry to say but I just don’t see you that way I dont dream of your touch or evening falling in...
Still can’t believe your not here with me never would of thought I would have to dream about you not in my wedding to see me bare my first child it hurts so much but my mind is in a denial why is this so it plays over and over in my head on the last words I said hmm all I do is have blank stares of the hope that its still a nightmare
Been thinking alot about some things I want your touch I Want so much from you but you are not ready why does my hurt love you so much I dream of us together having babies and taking it to the next level but you can’t see me they way I want you too damn boy look that’s all I want you to do its more than sex with me I see a future that could possible be but doesn’t look like it...
Window shopping on the days I can pull out the black card n buy everything to imagination.
Coming home to you with flowers all over the walk way I know it seems so cliche l but what can I say I dream of a love that makes me feel like a firecracker getting ready to burst a love that takes my mind in places I can’t even explain a love that gives me dreams that take my heart through a all day race a love that taste so sweet and feels so soft that my mind gets lost a love that makes...
Love you so much but you push me away what can I say maybe its the way everyone always gave me praise hope not bc it never seemed that way i see you filled with pain and just want to take it all away but you stay pushing me away what is it about me that causes you to act this way
Your look your eyes your touch maybe it’s all just lust or maybe love we don’t know because. Where young and to dumb to see you want me and I want you too so why not make it happen are life styles so different I’m in the books your in the streets oh how did I fall so deep I didn’t Like you one bit but you chased me til i gave you a bit how fun it was and how young minded I...
